July 26 04

Good god, where did my weekend go? And how long till friday? :)

Do you ever have one of those days where you are sitting in your car listening to some music and some song just hits you really hard? I think I've listened to it like 20 times today - just one of those things where something couldn't better describe what's going on with part of my life right now.

Another do you ever have one of those days: where you can't get your mind off something - and the harder you try, the less you can? Just trying to concentrate is a stretch - not that I need to for this job. It's not like it's bad stuff - it's actually great thinking, but damn - I need a distraction.

Shit. I did not handle that well. I wish sometimes that life's situations had a reset button like the computer and you could just hit it when you screw up. I'm trying to tell myself that I don't care because I shouldn't care about wanting to be myself and move on, but I hate putting anyone in an akward situation - so I'm doing the best I can here. Shit. Guess I got my distraction.
Ugh. I couldn't sleep so I decided to work on my picture pages and watch Crossing Jordan. How did everything go to shit so fast?